When Dawn breaks

No never did afc, what is that? dont worry about investment bankers.. they are the worst.. after lawyers. hehe. and yes. that is what i aspire to be..

today was a fabulous sunny summers day. we rollerbladed, sat by the princess diana memorial and tanned.. then it was bbq and lots of white wine on a sunny terrace ... then i had a thought.. my life. is as good as one could ask for.. even if the IB there were mocking a gbp40,000 a year salary. Hello?? i dont even make that much..

I watched the last episode of love at dolphin bay.. the story is of a girl who wanted to be a superstar. she reminds me so much of my sister, Dawn. Big beautiful eyes, pouty down turned lips , tiny frame and a voice like an angel. She overcame all adversity to become a star, the star that she deserved to be , and as much of a cynic i am, i shed a tear as i watched her sing on stage, her first concert. Because that is what i want my sister to become . A star.

Dawn, i feel guilty sometimes, because i have a life that many wish to have. And all i want is more for you. You are beautiful, you are strong , and you have a talent that i wish i had. No matter how many obstacles you meet along the way, no matter how tough the going gets, never lose sight of your dream. When you lose your way, when you think you want to give up, remember that your father is watching you. Remember that your family wants to see you up there on stage, singing with that god given voice, and close your eyes, and imagine your fans chanting your name. I will be there, in the crowd, and i will be filled with pride, as your father will be as he watches you from heaven. His daughter is a star, her music and her voice will fill the hearts of many.

Dawn, nothing in the world comes easy, and i know you will never give up. If i had your talent, i would not be in banking! But we are all given what we are given. I have drive and i do not desire to be in the limelight. But you, you have the aura of a star. So keep writing your songs, keep trying, and one day , we , diane, mum , valane and i , will be in the audience as you make your debut concert appearance. we will chant your name, our eyes will fill with tears of pride, because YOU are finally a superstar.

i love you dawn, and i will always be here for you. Good luck beautiful.