Wednesday, July 06, 2005

I dont know....

so tonight was a bit of a drama.... had an AWEFUL dinner at the new singaporean/malaysian joint in my local area with L. The waiter hits on me every time I am there with his equally aweful english.. and i manage to lose my credit card. god knows how i manage to do that. there is so much shit stuck to the card that if someone takes it to the cops i am gonna get into real shit.. so trying to cancel my card in my inebriated state require me to ring the amex line FOUR times to speak to the same number of people, transferred from oz to london to malaysia but we finally have touch down. card is cancelled and replacement on the way... wouldnt want some homeless loser signing my dads inheritance away!
so.. Ls ex is in town this weekend and again he declares his undying bond with me but inability to cancel out 7 years of attachment. Ah its so transparent.... why put labels.. you feel what you feel and I know it... we can deny in words.. but do you really believe? I dont think so. youre in so deep and you dont know how to get out..

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